I hope everything will be ok

 Recently a lot has happened, I feel like my romantic life is under danger, 

Anyways, I'll focus on my studies

I think the reason my romantic life is under attack is lately I'm being extremely lazy, and it is intolerable 

I don't know why lately I'm so tired. I listed a bunch of things I gotta do in a day and it helps a little bit

But I'm still lazier than I expected, like I took a 1 hour bath and slept in the bathtub for 1 hour

I'm just always so sleepy, when I get my car I'm going to library to study, hope that helps, I make sure it is like going to work, a 9 to 5 job, and I'm going to find stuff to do. I can do this, let me get my car going first

Or maybe if I take bus to library everyday might help too? It's so dark now outside, by 4 it is all dark, just don't feel like going outside.

Let me continue on this journey

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