Panic attack

 Omg, omg....omg....I gotta turn things around, I must have been horrible. Please work in me, don't let me be such a horrible lover. I know I was being lazy, hopefully I'm not lazy any more starting from today, but I do feel like taking a walk,

After I finished watching all the videos I'm gonna walk, then I'll do one question, then 2, then I'm done for the day until class at 7

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