Ok, let me be at peace

 Ok, I bashed Joel Osteen again, anyways, I find the sermon he made a few years ago have much more content, maybe because you have to preach every week running out of topic to talk about

it is hard, once there's a pastor everytime he preaches bring me to tears, just trying to find that again

please work in me, as I shower, as I exercise, and do my homework, and eat my shrimp and ice cream, let me be filled with god

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