Storytime

 I don't know what else to do, I know I should read now, this book is due in a week. I don't know how things evolve this way, what can I do to better the situation. I think I'll relax a bit, drink some tea, then start reading. I hope me and my lover are ok, I love him to the core and never want to hurt him. But I discovered forcing him to talk to me hurt him. But not talking to him hurt me.  But then I could do other things to ease my pain. When he's hurt he'll hate me, or he'll have bad hair days, and my heart aches to make him feel so bad 

 I'm so sad, I'm in love with this guy but he seem to be cold to me, I don't know if he still likes me, I could see him, couldn't hold him, if I cannot even talk to him, I don't know what to do. It feels like hell to me