Storytime

This is the most courageous thing I've ever done, it's planned too. I tried to be independent over and over again. This time I might really made it. When I graduated from college, I thought of going to Montreal, I thought of going to HK, I never fear, I could go anywhere I'm not afraid. Then I experienced trauma, lasted 10 years, I was so afraid to leave home but at the same time I hate home. I regret not loving my home more. Now I know living alone doesn't mean you hate home, living out side is no longer effortless like it used to, it is scary and a big deal, and I hope I can make it. I can find a job and make it this time. I used to forever be in romance bad mood, since I'm 18, I never stopped being in romance bad mood, from 18 till I'm 34, a long 16 years, especially when I was in college, my parents pamper me, I sometimes go on shopping spree, I go binge eating, I try new things all the time, meeting with strangers, going to modeling class, go on singing com...

I find that when I leave too much personal info on a website I give to my employers will make me stressed writing it, or after I wrote it I feel uncomfortable for some reason, I shouldn't leave the personal site on there, I just thought my career site is so ruined.........I don't even know how to fix it. I think it's due to my facebook, and instagram, and X!!!!! How do I fix them?  I think what I did is the possible best solution I can come up with

Story time ​ Here I begin a random story, I name it "My fiction" or "Internet Soap Opera", Here it goes: ​ Bun lazily sitting in the library, having her head buried in her arms on the desk. It's 10 min after the class start. As she woke up, she sees the bright sun shining through the large library window, it is 2pm. ​ It's so nice today, I might as well skip class, Bun thought. Instead of heading to class, she's heading out towards the park.  "Hey!" someone stopped her when she pass by cafeteria, it is Lala. "Hey.." Bun respond automatically. "Are you having lunch hour?" Lala asked. "No, sign, if I go to class now the teacher will be mad. I might as well skip the class." "Ok, wanna join me eating?" "No, I have to have self control." Bun already ate 3 meals, when got back home there's dinner, she really can't eat anymore, plus Lala's lunch look so yummy. 'I must avoid the yummy sm...