Storytime

Church is god's bride, it's the most holy place, and pastor's mission is to help people, lead every person and make sure souls are saved If you can't do that do you worth the title of a pastor? Do you let people down and being worshipped to hurt others and commit sinful things for your own selfish desires

 He is really not a godly person, instead of lifting people up, he let his own selfish desires took over, trying to destroy others who's trying really hard to live a good life and want to do good, this is the kind of person he's trying to HURT, pay attention, hurt, harm, is what he's trying to cause I wonder if that's a godly thing to do

 I want to bare his children! Maybe child, at least give me one child! Anyways, tomorrow Imma go to church, then gonna do homework  I want to be love, I want a baby that loves me, and a man that loves me, I love him so, I wish it's him

 Or things will go so bad, I have to keep this job, I have to shower today, I have to study I don't know, I want to try but have no direction  No, my plan is better than no plan

 Today, I am sick, all I can think of is my love. Him hugging me, is all that's on my mind I love love him

 I'm tired, I've been fighting for 13 years now, actually, back at school I'm already fighting everyday without a break, fighting for my romance, fight for my career, for my lovers, for school, becoming crazy, then fight to get back on track, fight to find hope, fight for a company that accepts me Now I sometimes just want to treat myself that jacket, want to buy that bath bomb, why is my lover so mean to me threatening to leave me just because I relax a little?  All I want is for him to be with me, to do with me what lovers do, why can't he be patient and let us be together